Chemo cancelled.

No chemo for me today. Saw the doctor, and since I am still having fevers, chemo has been pushed back to next week. Doc said it shouldn’t make a difference (I asked about 6 times). Part of me is disappointed because I have to kind of psych myself up to go to chemo, and of course I want to get it over with. The other part of me is like, thank God, because I already feel miserable. I’m sure chemo would make things worse and I could easily end up in the hospital again. For now, my doc gave me an antibiotic in case my fevers spike or my cough gets worse. No need to run to the ER. So thank goodness for that.

Alexander is much better, thank goodness. Now it’s my turn!